regan / 18
do not let the world make you hard
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Teenage Morrissey, 1970s.

I wonder if this is enough for the smell to stick on me...
「At Last The Loneliest Of Them」

Gates | At Last The Loneliest Of Them

now we sing the song that never came to be
the constant hum of meaningless defeat
the sound of thought deserting me to die
the fading path to ever knowing why
a thousand ends with nowhere to begin
the pull of death awakening within
i am at last the loneliest of them

but i won’t repent for what i’ve done
and i can’t forget what i’ve become

The thing about an anxiety disorder is that you know it is stupid. You know with all your heart that it wasn’t a big deal and that it should roll off of you. But that is where the disorder kicks in; Suddenly the small thing is very big and it keeps growing in your head, flooding your chest, and trying to escape from under your skin. You know with all of your heart that you’re being ridiculous and you hate every minute of it. The fact that many people don’t recognize or have patience for your illness only makes everything worse.
- Ten years of experience (via punkasspoet)


Didn’t have time for much so I crammed a couple Armins into my day

He looks cuter if you click on him

Ezra Miller Photographed by Willy Vanderperre